I have been wanting to start a blog ever since I shaved my head back in June for childhood cancer research. Of course life always happens and I thought "who would want to read about my journey?" but I really don't care if there is any one out there that reads this. I have so much going on in my head that I figured I would try to write my thoughts down and maybe they can be helpful to others. If anything writing my thoughts could help me sleep at night. The truth is I feel everything too deeply. My heart seems too big for this world. I allow myself to carry so much weight because I just care that much about others. I have this craving to impact people's lives. I wake up everyday wanting to do something bigger than what I did before. Sadly I do not have the money nor resources to make a change on a larger scale than I am now. Which I have grown to accept. I know that my time will come in life where I can do things on a larger scale so for now I take it day by day and do anything I can to make someones day a little better. I try not to judge others because I never know what the person next to me is going through. Lets be honest everyone judges and everyone makes comments in their head about others. My goal is to reverse that and try to see the good in people and train my mind to automatically see that good, not the bad. The outside of a person is not even close to who they truly are. We all have personas, so get over judging others. It is just a waste of your time!!
I should probably stop writing now :)
first blog ever done!!!!
G'night
